Thursday, December 17, 2009

Am I crazy??

I think I want to have another baby! Even as I type this it sounds insane! My husband and I are already stretched so thin emotionally as well as the financially, but the motherly instinct is calling at me!

I have two friends that as I type this could be having their babies. One is pregnant with twins, the other is pregnant with her third. Maybe that is what is making me want another one.

I miss the baby stage. I miss their sweet smell. I miss the cuddles.

From as far back as I can remember, I always wanted a big family. In my mind, it was always, "the more the merrier". But living where we do, does not make that easy. Daycare around here is astronomical!! Truth be told, that is the only reason why I am not pregnant right now! I am going to have to figure out a 'work-around' to this problem!

I guess all I need to do is go on another vacation sans kids and hope that I get knocked up ;)

3 comments:

Unknown said...

You're not crazy. If so, then so am I! Our kids are 11, 8 and 14 months and I can't wait until my hubby says it's okay for number 4!

Jenny said...

If you want to talk about having an Au Pair, we have had A LOT of success with it, and we were determined to find a way to NOT have cost of daycare dictate the number of children we have.

Unknown said...

I say - GO FOR IT!!!
I'll babysit